Friday, February 27, 2009

12 stroke paint job... A tag!

For those of you using Microsoft Windows as your operating system, you should have a program called 'Paint'.

(A little lost?: Click Start, All Programs, Accessories and look down your list of programs for Paint)

Now those of you who've been following Rambler, and wondering just how he draws all them there hearts over his pictures, I've have just revealed his secret weapon. It's a fun little tool, but boy is it tricky drawing with your mouse... So much so I thought I'd make a tag of it!

Here's how it works....

We've all seen each others profile pictures, no? Now's the time to do a self portrait from the picture.

Rules:
Using no more than 12 'paint' strokes, draw yourself, and yes it can be done!!
(Clearly) You sohouldn't fret too much if it's not picture perfect - but if you're realy apalled by your attempt at a line, press CTRL+Z to clear the line you've just drawn and try again.
"Save As" the picture as a .JPEG (if you want to be using a smaller file - it defaults as a bitmap)
Load up the photo of yourself and your painting side by side, so we can all see how you fared.
Spread the love and tag 5 people.



And now, without further adue, here's me and my slightly aged self - LOL:


The Photo

and... The Masterpiece



My tagee's are:

Rambler (the inspiration), The Running Golfer (just 'cause you love 'em so much), Allie ('cause I just loved you handbag-tag and you love playing along), Shiny ('cause you are one of the most entertaining writers I've ever read, next to Rambler, of course), and Mel-B (before it gets 'jacked' anyway- hehe)

Have fun y'all

And just incase you don't believe it can be done, I used:
(1) 1 for my entire face outline , (2) 1 for my nose and 'dimple', (3 &4) 1 each for the outline of the eyes, (5, 6, 7 & 8) 1 (airbrush stroke) each for the eyebrows and eyes, (9) one for the lips, (10) one for the neck and (11) one for the shoulder and there's one spare for those of you with hair. :0>


Ciao4Now

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Here come da beats

We all have priorities. For the ardent bloggers out there, keeping the blog up to date is important. However as both AbsolutWillie and Pierre attest in recent posts, sometimes the junction between our real and virtual lives just seems to get disconnected for a while as other things take over and the blog takes a back seat for a while.

But now, at last, I'm able to blog again after clearing some very important work from the incredible number of things on the go...

With a blog entitled Blooms, beats & the bits in between - I thought it fair to give the beats some airtime again - especially since they have finally had some time to re-emerge (sort of). The last time I posted about being a beat-master was in 'Something about Storytelling pt.2' in the very very early days of my blog when time was my friend and I was on Holiday! A lot have things have happened since, including me and my lovely fiance moving in together.

With CV now essentially moved in and most of the pictures mounted, all the pots, pans and other paraphernalia properly unpacked, and all the bits no longer required either disposed of or packed away for a rainy day. And that was week one..

In the Topsy-turvy days with boxes being unpacked and random items being given an inadvertent tour of duty in each room of the house, my little home-studio temporarily served as a dedicated holding area for all manner of things. But during the latter part of last week, as things were starting to take shape nicely, I decided it was time to gut her and get her back into operation.

A couch and de-commissioned TV stand, recently fired from the lounge, were quickly re-employed to perform duties in the studio. A favourite, but badly faded print was removed and replaced by a clock, cabling sourced and re-commissioned from various nooks and crannies. Slowly my disheveled studio began to take shape once more, as furniture and equipment were re-arranged into my personal little sound-mixing array with keyboard to the left; self amplified studio monitors (speakers) and PC front and centre; and finally the mixer, CD player and Turntable all off to my left.

The PC however, was a source of terror. As the hinge-point for the entire studio, I was petrified of not getting it right. You see, my new PC (which was a very unexpected housewarming gift) is much more powerful than my original - but it is in a virginal state.

She's a studio dedicated machine. The powerful dual-core processor means she runs like a dream, even when I'm working across a number of resource heavy audio suites at the same time. She's loaded up with mostly new software - NIIIICE TOYS... lots of new things to learn.


BUT, all the stuff of value was on the old computer. All my music, the sound and sample banks, the 'midi-instruments' - the whole lot. And moving it was a rather detailed process but also terrifying.

With a little visit from one of my friends who is in IT, and one or two subsequent support phone calls I finally manged to get connected to all the various bits of hardware that that have been floating around and I've been downloading software updates and drivers since Sunday! So I can now proudly declare - the PC is up and running! YAY..

And what's the 1st thing of value of done with my new MUSIC MONSTER MACHINE?

Yep, you guessed it - I wrote this post. Hopefully the next great thing to come off my PC will be some new beats...

Ciao 4 Now

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Double Take... a response

Allie's post 'Double Take' made me think alot... and what was supposed to be a short comment turned out to be something that I thought warranted it's own post. I think you should check it out if you haven't read it, before you carry on here.

I've copied the picture here though for expiediency:



I can imagine just how much this image might scream for a double take, much like gay couple snogging in a public space or a girl flashing her wobbly bits on the sidewalk might. For those with a strong deity based faith (across any and all religous views), this is a truly benign statement. But not everyone has a diety based faith. In fact many of us have been raised in families and community with a deity based faith, but still have doubts.

Athiesm seems to remain as contentious as the differences between the two religous populations in Israel, but without the bloodshed. However if there were an distinctly athiest suburb or principality within a 'fundamentalist' religous state, the above statement might not remain true.
I honestly think we should allow each other to declare religous or other views and recruit support for them too, for that matter. Personally , I try follow this basic tennant: "Accept one another('s views if in their basic form fall) within our basic emotional human needs for Peace, Love, Unity and Respect" (even or especially when your own views don't co-incide).

There's a bit more of a story behind P.L.U.R - but that doesn't warrant discussion now.

That said, I give this campaign two strikes, which anyone who knows baseball will understand still doesn't take it off the playing field and back into the dug-out. Because, I feel, Athiesm needs its day (or two) in the sun!

Strike-one: No P.L.U.R!

This selfish tag line implies that people with a faith do not or cannot enjoy their lives.

Granted there are people living in a faith based society that, beacuse of dogma, don't measure up in some way or other. That leads to varying levels of guilt, self deprication or even condemnation and exclusion, to such extremes, that they may end up suicidal or murdered.

But, there are still plenty of people out there with deity based faiths who have fantastic and fulfilled lives. I suspect most of the regular followers of this blog would probably say they have a strong deity based faith and lead happy and fulfilled lives and who are these (bus advertisers) guys to say otherwise? The tag line baseless and pointless.

Furthermore, as you shall see later in my post, this comment is as I understand it, off the mark for athiesm because the selfish tone of that little tag runs headlong into the very critisicms those who know little about athiesm lay at it's feet.

Strike Two: No Respect for itself...

Use of the word 'probably' comes across as doubt filled. And so, as a supposed campaign for 'recruitment' to a particular point of view, it fails dismally. Most other campaigns by faith based organisations will generally espouse a value or view. NO?

Every other deity based faith does not muddle it's thoughts on its fundamentals. Be they mono or polytihiestic - they know their god/s. Most even declare their love for them.

For goodness sake, if you're trying to recruit - be tall and proud and tell it as you see it: "god does not exist!"

I have some views on athiesm that I'd like to share, beacuse I fee they begin to debunk the greatest detractions thrown at it from deity based faith commentators.

By it's very nature, athiesm is opposed to deity based faith systems (formal or otherwise). Unfortunately beacuse of the propensity of persons of strong faith to argue athiesm from their religous point of view, understandably athiesm often has to make it's stand as challenges to widely accepted faith based 'givens'. There are fundamental differences which the debates address and the athiest will argue that they are illogical or have no real proof (of the scientific kind).

At it's core, athiesm realises life without deity (and all the mysteries dieties bring to the party). My feeling is that most ardent and well balanced/read athiests view religion as a natural human response to searching for answers and providing answers to 'all the big questions' - where there had been an absence of hard proof. There are many, many 'mysteries' that were covered in various religous texts throughout mankind that have been floored by later scientific discoveries. Athiesm admits there are still many things humankind does not know. The origin of life and how we humans became so distinct from the genetically similar yet amazingly different chimp spring to mind- but still, they do not ascribe any of this to diety.

On a different level too (and this is where this advert gets my back up a bit - because it just screams the opposite) athiesm does not reject family and societal values and systems. It does not propose anarchy or the destruction of the worlds faiths and cultures. It has in fact been proven in micro-societies (and I'll have to dig through my source material if you want citations) that these values and systems can exist in the absence of diety based faiths.

In the same vane many athiests, like their religous bretheren, are capable of benevolent acts and do good deeds throughout the world - furthering the advancement of the poorest of the poor or breaking ground with new and exciting research, that positively impacts the peoples of the world.

I believe true athiesm has been a leader in forging a wider acceptance of all of humankind than many religions have, and I don't think I need to go into a history of many of the worlds greatest deeds of human extermiantion to argue this.

Athiesm needs its day in the sun - just not on the side of a bus, not like this!

One Word

Well Allie, (mother of the the infamous tag-jacker Mel-B) has tagged me. (Thank-you, thank-you. It means so much!)
This is fun, and not quite as easy as I'd thought, considering two of my favourite things are undeniably and in-escapibly more than one word. And for those I beg your understanding. :0>

Hoer'es how it works:
Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Be sure to tag the person you received it from and of course at least four others who hevn't been tagged yet (to the best of your knowledge)

1. Where is your cell phone?
pocket

2. Your significant other?
legend

3. Your hair?
gone

4. Your mother?
dead

5. Your father?
old

6. Your favorite?
ice-cream (liberty number one)

7. Your dream last night?
dunno

8. Your favorite drink?
Coffee (black filter, no sugar please - if I could be specific)

9. Your dream/goal?
bliss

10. What room you are in?
office

11. Your hobby?
music

12. Your fear?
loneliness

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
hmmm?

14. Where were you last night?
Bed

15. Something that you are not?
straight

16. Muffins?
nope

17. Wish list item?
vineyard

18. Where you grew up?
bedfordview

19. Last thing you did?
tagging

20. What are you wearing?
clothes

21. Your TV?
sansui

22. Your pets?
almost

23. Friends?
valued

24. Your life?
busy

25. Your mood?
flat

26. Missing some one?
Clive

27. Car?
Bakkie

28. Something you're not wearing?
bra (LOL)

29. Your favorite store?
Look&Listen (liberty number two)

30. Your favorite color?
blue

33. When is the last time you laughed?
Tuesday

34. Last time you cried?
dunno

35. One place that I go to over and over?
work

36. One person who texts me regularly?
Clive

38. My favorite place to eat?
many!

39. My favorite food?
wholesome

40. What did you do today?
work (so far)

My taggee's are. (*drumroll please*)

The Running Golfer, Absolute Willie, The Purring Cat, Pierre and in re-ciprocation Allie (just so you know I've followed said instruction of course

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Tagged and I survived it...



I was tagged by Mel-B the other day. And today, without looking back at the full instructions, so a broken telephone syndrome may apply here...

If you have been tagged in this post you must do the following:
- You have to take a picture of yourself right now - YES, right now. No primping or preening! Just as you are...
- Tell a story with it if there is one (I think I just made that up ;0)
- Post and tag five other people who've not been tagged (to the best of your knoweldge anyway)



SO the story goes - I took a picture as I read the tag and then got a call followerd by someone who come to visit me here in the office (as happens when you're supposed to working) - so I forgot to get back to it.

So, Mel-B, as promised - but terribly delayed, here's my pic of me attempting to look busy at work. I'm afarid it's... not very glamorous hey!? I could have gone out to the greenhouses to make a pretty picture with flowers in the background - but I can't blog from there - and I tend to try and follow instructions verbatim - so at my desk it was!

I tag... hmm, let me see...

Rambler (I'll know if yours is a stock picture and will expose the fraud!! - *evil laugh* hehehe), Allie (since we seem to have gone quiet on each other), Mel-B (common - do it again), Hayley (your 1st tag from me), Pierre and last but not least (someone I've just found over on Ramblers side-bar and I'd like to follow, but can't quite figure out how too) Shiny

Anyway - I have so much good stuff going on at the moment, I should be blogging myself into a stupor, but almost every time I try to blog something happens to my internet connection - so blogging from my desk at work is rapidly becoming a big pain in the *insert appropriate body part* (put that thing away! - I meant figuratively! - LOL)

Oops - sorry 'about that - my sense of humour needs to crawl right back out of that stormdrain soon, before I get meself into trouble...

Fortunately, CV covered the most significant part in his recent blog 'Exhausted'... But reading it a little more closely now, I think I'm lucky I was spluttering enough to make Chitty-Bang-Bang proud with a nasal drip challenging Vic falls for top spot in Africa. It seems I managed to escape any snappiness that might have overcome him with all that hard labour.

I'm usually blessed with a gift for visualy figuring out how to place and pack things into tight spaces to optimise moving vehicles to the max. Moving ones self and freinds often enough will certainly hone that skill. But, that aforementioned cough, nose and perhaps some surplus effects from the preivious nights wine tasting, obviously led to some serious misapplication of my legendary spatial thinking abilities. With the move out of the way though, we've agreed: "NO matter what, we're not moving ever again unless there's a budget for a truck and men (or women) in overalls!"

It was a little more arduos than I had anticipated, but we survived it our relationship fully in tact ;0).


We're a couple of days into co-habitation and it's all going rather well. We've even managed to purge some of our "I just can't bare to let this go" stuff out of the door and into the hands of some grateful soul, although looking at my studio space, I think I have a bit more to get through unless I become a seriously fantastic interior designer (read: stasher of random stuff in ingenious ways).

Both of us have had to have a few changes in rhythm. CV's definately got the most change to deal with being in a new place and all, but one of the consequences of this is a genius manouvre on my part: I forgot my lunch at home today and when your office is out in the sticks, this is a problem.

I made a plan and I survived to tell the story.

Till my next post,
Ciao4Now

Friday, February 13, 2009

What's in a word?

For anyone following Rambler's 'Twitter' updates and blog over the last few days, you'd have picked up about enough drama to make the writers of 'Brothers and Sisters' envious... I felt really bad for him as he had to deal with a breakup that thankfully did not include me in the firing line.

As a follow on, to my post, 'Somebody' on Sunday (geepers, has it been that long already!), you'll note I never used the 'E' word.

On Facebook, one's not that lucky - there are but a few relationship statuses; hmmm, or is that 'stati' - I never can be sure? - I digress!

So - I innocently changed my status from 'In a Relationship' to 'Engaged' to better describe where we had decided to take our relationship (CV knew about it beforehand of course) - and so the floodgates opened! We both were inundated with comments: comments on photo's, comments on status updates, 'wall-to-wall' messages and e-cards. There were even messages from people I've never met, and some folks to whom I've never come out to.

Now, in spite of an apparent desire to draw attention to ourselves (being a DJ or an Actor in CV's case requires one standing up in front of sometimes thousands of people and doing ones 'show'), I think it would be fair to say we were pretty much overwhelmed.

There have been two things that have stuck me though - women and gay men, in general have few problems with the idea of two guys being 'engaged'. Straight men on the other hand - do. Both my brother and dad are battling with the idea.

My dad's quizzed look at the ring on my finger (appreciate here that he's 82) and gentle words of 'assurance' and caution, spoke volumes between the lines, and my brother far less tactful told me about how he went to a friends wedding in the UK and how he thought it was weird. Now, not being a fool, I've picked up on their difficult in dealing with it. They're not the only one's of course, a lot of my male friends - some of whom I consider quite close - have not said a word. Make no mistake, I don't resent it, not one little bit. But, it has made me acutely aware that the concept of gay men being 'engaged' and by implication 'married' really is a difficult concept for a lot of people.

I've been 'out' since I was 25. Most of the guys I'm referring to have known since then. And, till now, I've never seriously picked up that they may have some issue - with gay relationships, crossing into the realm of straight relationships.

I'm not obviously gay - so for a lot of folks, the fact that I like guys much more than girls is not so difficult to handle. In fact, I've even imagined myself a poster-child for gay rights groups as 'so not the stereotype'. But, because I've largely averted any sense of bigotry that comes with being gay and the fact that we have the constitution we do, I think I'd be safe in saying I've felt somewhat disconnected to the gay-rights issue. Rambler has spoken at length about being and ex-ex-gay Christian and more recently about marriage - and I'll admit at times, even I've been just a little 'over' his very thought provoking discussions (after all, we do love to laugh don't we?).

For the first time in my life, I've glimpsed why gay people are so vocal and militant about rights. The silence from some quarters has hit me like... what cheezy line fits best here? Well, the silence hit me none the less.

Both CV and I feel the term "Engaged" is for straights (and I never use the word straights with mallice/stereotype in mind - it's just the opposite of gay). It's a religious word, wrapped up in pseudo-political robes and it's not one we're entirely comfortable using for now.

So, what's in a word? What word that better describes, two people, willingly entering into a long term committed relationship? What word better describes how they intend to hold onto their reationship for dear life and face the challenges together? What word makes one better aware that there will be times when your views differ so much that you'll have to work through them in order to keep it together?

What's in a word, I ask - what's in a word?

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Somebody

CV and I did a few things that were pretty mundane today, I registered to vote, we took the dogs for a walk, ambled through the mall and generally just enjoyed our Sunday as any couple might. But we did a few things out of the ordinary too.

I was always told, that when you've found your soul mate, you'll just know. And for some time now, I could think of nothing less - and ask for nothing more.

There's a beautiful song by Depeche Mode, that encapsulates it much better than I ever could. In fact, I even quoted from it when we spoke. Take a listen...



Today was also a very special day for us. Today, we said we'll be that somebody for each other.
I'm still smiling :0)

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Swimming upstream...

DISCLAIMER: This post in no way lays claim to any form of incompetence on my part, whether stated or implied. ;0)
There are times in my life when huge diversity in the scope of my work can be a little bewildering...

Right now I've been dealing with sporadic outbreaks of Verticilluim, which now seems to have actually been imported in the cuttings to our farm by the supplier. A pretty detailed breakdown of what that entails is in the link.

Then there's the little matter of our trade-mark application for the new logo and a minor accounting error on the attorneys part that needs to be resolved, but they seem to be incapable of rectifying (3 months in).

Then we have a relatively high tech shade cloth installation that was supposed to be done by 15 September, but it's still ongoing and frought with specification and installation problems - and now perilously close to litigation. So now the extensive correspondence to the sub-contractors, contractors and suppliers (in Holland) has to be very carefully worded.

In a similar vein; we're developing a revised irrigation system, which will help us increase our production per sqaure meter in the greenhouses AND delivery improved quality too. First off on that is a survey (and consequent drawings) of the current water reticulation system including pipe dimensions and materials.

Aside from that, we're busy with a number of 'innovations' to do with, night lighting (energy saving attempts) and temperature control (retrofitting) that are all being trialled at the same time, along with a research project on stem elongation during propagation in our Rooting Greenhouse.

Then there's the bane of my existence - the Spider Mite - which despite my attempts at a total chemical onslaught in order to control them have somehow seemed fruitless. I will post about Spider Mite one day (just not now, for fear of detracting from today's thread).


And of course there's the regular stuff around production planning, ordering and following up on Plant, Chemical and Fertilizer stocks, crop protection planning; labour relations; basic first aid (when required); keeping an eye on best (and sometimes not the best) practice; meeting customer flower demand (six months after having planned the production otherwise) and so on and so on.

With all this going on it can get a little confounding at times. Trying to allocate priorities helps a little, but there's almost always something or someone else that comes along and swallows a former priority, spits it out and re-directs an entire process.

Like the Rainbow Salmon, there're days when I don't quite manage to get anything completed, even if there's progress on many fronts. I can feel like I'm fighting against powerful currents from all directions. All in an efort to get to a non-descript and uncertain prize.
Make no mistake, I love the challenges of my day, and diversity beats the mundane hands down. But it's the little victories, like completing at least one item on my ever changing list of tasks and projects, that gives me a great sense of satisfaction.

It does still sometimes feel like I'm swiming upstream all the same. :0)
Ciao 4 Now

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I love Galdys too!!!

I was taking some time out and reading some of the blogs I follow. We all know that a good post title can lead one headlong into it. I personally find the intriguing ones most attractive.

Absolutwillie has a posting called 'I love Gladys'. What could this be about I thought - let me go have a look see. It's a clip from the Ellen show, but there's a declaration of faith that I found utterly and totally over the top.

Check it out - it's really quite sweet ;0)...

Ciao 4 Now

Monday, February 2, 2009

Give unto Caesar what is Caesars

I just completed my tax return and I may even get a rebate this year - whoo hoo! It's not much, but I do take glee in the thought of the Reveiver paying me for a change.

As a political subtext, I often moan or am party to others moaning about the incompetencies of our local and national governments, the corruption and all manner of evils done in the name of politics.

But today - although I do not endorse any of their above mentioned failures, I must (as do we all who earn a salary to pay our way through life) give unto Caesar what's due... and then tell him about it - just to save him the trouble of having to check in too much detail.

Ah well, it's been too long a day to chew over this any more than I have. Good Night ;0)